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Here's my story....my names Jenn, been practicing Paganism for 11 years now. I love being outdoors. I live with my boyfriend of over five years. He has a daughter who is 6 years old, and I love her as if she were my own. I have four cats, two are outdoors, and two are indoors. One indoor one, Willow, is my familiar and on my facebook you'll notice a ton of pics of her! My videos, followers, and contact info are at the very bottom of the page! This blog is for witchie stuff, daily life events, venting, journaling, and answering any questions. Ways you can contact me is through this blog, or my yahoo e-mail: amistisreudan@yahoo.com, or http://www.youtube.com: http://www.youtube.com/amistisreudan

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Finally Done!



I have officially transferred all blogs to my new email, so now its in sync with my youtube google info! I am so tired right now, I am staying up again to wait for handsome to get off work. Watching bait car, some ppl are so dumb. I can't believe how these ppl think they can just take off with a car and not get caught. I'm glad they are doing this though. Catch those mother-effers! Went with my sister to see Despicable Me, which we have had to attempt 3 times before actually getting to successfully watch it. First time power was out from a bad storm so they couldnt play movies, the second try was yesterday (monday) and my sis ended up having to stay over at work and didnt call and tell me, so i showed up to an empty house. So she made up for it by buying my ticket today (tues) and i just had to buy my pop and popcorn.

My brain is starting to hurt a little from sleepiness and staring at the computer so long. So I think I should take some excedrine real fast.

Then I'm going to start my 3rd year assignments. I created another blog to track my progress as I do my assignments. YAWN.

So TTYL!

BB
AMI!

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Spring is in the Air!

I am totally ready for spring. Its officially here, and I hear rain is on the way :: giggles ::

I have bought a few seed packets, though I still plan on going to Meijer as I always do to scope out their selections...

For those who I haven't told yet, I got my letter from the college, and unfortunately, I wasn't able to be accepted into fall clinicals because of lack of room. So I must reapply for the winter semester.

I can't even begin to explain how disappointing this is to me. I feel like a failure and like I will never be able to get on with my life. All that I'm waiting on is getting done with college so I can afford a nice house, a car that isn't so questionable, get married, have babies, you know, normal life milestones. I feel like I have been stuck in school forever, most of the time having to take things that aren't even pertinent to what field I'm in. I mean really guys...Art and Philosophy and shit like that?
I know they mostly only care about the money, and want me to crawl til my hands and knees are bleeding before they'll let me in. I'm not giving up, but it doesn't stop the depression and anger that has set into my soul. I just want to be DONE!

On a better note, we have been doing more things as a family. We have went to see Alice in Wonderland in 3D as a family with my sister, her boyfriend, kevin, and lily and myself. The only bad part of that day was taking lily to the bathroom and realizing that the girl before us didn't bother to flush her nasty bloody tampon, so I have to deal with a worried, scared, confused five year old and lie to her and say its just juice or something.

(I really wanted to just tell her she'll learn later because she knew it was blood, and I didn't want to be the one to tell her then have her mom go crazy on my ass because I told her the truth ya know? If it were my own child I surely would have told her the truth right then and there. The joys of having to deal with the ex!)

We also went with Lily to her class field trip to the children's museum. It was pretty cool, she loved the wall climbing the best, and I loved the HUGE play house! I always wanted one as a kid but we could never afford such things.

She also had her 5th birthday the weekend we had her before her actual birthday. I got her lots of crafty stuff from Hobby Lobby because I knew she'd love it, plus she asked specifically for some rabbit furs so I had to go there anyway to get those.

So every day she is here, we do at least one project. So far we have done bird houses, and a picture frame. She still has a mosaic yard stone thing, tooth fairy boxes, and garden stones that you paint.

I'm not sure if I work tomorrow, I think I have it off, so I plan on cleaning my house and maybe catching up on some school stuff so its out of the way. I'd like to get some witchie assignments done too, because I haven't made it to my goal, to be done by Ostara. I did however perform my first public ritual.

We went to Terry's house because she was nice enough to let me use her place where I was familiar and knew it had the space and light I was looking for.

Out of the 11ish people who RSVP'd that they would be there, only these people actually came:

Myself
Terry
Cat
Alyvia (Cat's 3 yr old daughter)
Don 2
Chrissy
Spirit
Maddy
Deanna (Terry's friend-non-pagan)

I was wracking my brain trying to think of something to use to cast my circle, and as the Goddess would have it, I used Jelly Beans that Cat was gracious enough to let me use.

I think it turned out very well, the only part I messed up was I read a line in the wrong order, but it turned out ok, just threw everyone off for a second heehee.

I had never been more nervous. And I think I need to practice the Cakes and Ale portion a little more. That was my most uncomfortable moment and think it could have been a lot smoother.

Also, I want to look into learning more about Reiki. Not sure how to go about that, but I'll see what I can find...

Thats it for now, time to get my beauty sleep!

Blessed Be!

Amistis Reudan

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Spring Fever

The sun is finally shining and it makes me so happy. Though I know its too early for spring I can 't help but yern for it. I want to get my bare feet back into the dirt and sit outside to read books and go for walks on my break at work. I hope my little friend Igor survived.

Monday I am supposed to take my car in to get fixed up, so maybe it wont sound like an airplane anymore. After I find out how much all those repairs are then maybe I will have enough for the other things I need to get taken care of. At least ill know what i have left to work with.

My neck is sore today. Been working a lot and going to school.

Really not a lot going on.

I do have Ostara coming up next month for my first public ritual to lead. Kinda nervous, still workin on details. Yay
TTYL

Amistis Reudan

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Still working on it....

Well,
I am still working on my assignments for my classes for clergy.
I'm in my second year as most of you know.
I have most of the assignments done, but the one I am finding to be the toughest, besides having to write a ton of rituals, is making a timeline of my events. I have been doing my thing for about ten years now, and i cant remember which rituals i have been able to attend or not, or which sabbats and esbats i celebrated when or all the spells i have done. I should have kept better records, but its too late for that now. I dont know how im going to do this. I dont want to make it up or guess because it will feel false to me. Ho hum....

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Ritual Preparation Guidelines

Ritual Preparation Guidelines
*Overview*
A. Define purpose
B. Write ritual
C. Gather necessary tools
D. Prepare area
E. Prepare body

A. Purpose

What is the significance of this ritual? Is it a Sabbat or Esbat? What are you looking to accomplish?

 Sabbat – what is the major focus of this Sabbat?
 Esbat- what sign is the sun/moon in?

B. Write Ritual

Using the ritual outline, create a ritual, making sure to double check for errors and possible changes that may be needed.

 Is it easy to follow?
 Is everything included that should be?
 Does everyone have their roles defined?
 Is this a solitary or group ritual?
 Does it clearly demonstrate the goal?

C. Gather Necessary Tools

Make sure you have everything you need ahead of time to avoid confusion and disorganization
This may include:

 Herbs
 Incense (making loose incense)
 Censer
 Offering Plate
 Broom
 Cauldron
 Robe
 Bell
 BoS
 Bowl for Water
 Bowl for Salt
 Spritzer
 Altar Cloth
 Bolline
 Athame
 Wand
 Cup/Chalice
 Altar Pentacle
 Altar Candles
 Goddess/ God Candle
 Oils (blending oils)
 Candles (anointing candles)
 Stones
 Checking Correspondences
 Determining Directions
 Who Is Calling Directions
 Cakes And Ale Set Up
 Astrological Positions
 Cleansing Tools Prior To Use (see below)


*Cleansing, Blessing, Charging and Protecting Tools*
Needed Items: sea salt, incense, water, candle
Mix sea salt and water. Stir (clockwise) to dissolve the salt in the water. Light candle and incense. Dip your fingertips into the salt water, sprinkle it onto the tool you wish to cleanse and bless and say:

I bless this (tool name) by the power of earth and water.
Now run the tool through the flame of the candle and the smoke of the incense and say:
I charge this (tool name) by the power of fire and air.
Next, with the index finger of your projective hand, trace a pentagram over the tool. Visualize electric-blue or purple flames streaming from your fingers to form the monogram and say:
With this pentagram and (tool name) I wish to protect
Cleansed of all negativity, harm will deflect

My magickal hand charges with success
And asks the Goddess and God to bless

I now invoke the law of three:
This is my will, so mote it be!
(Do this with all your tools and any other object you wish to cleanse bless charge and protect.)


D. Prepare Area

It is important to plan out and prepare the area where the ritual will take place. Here are a few things to consider:

 Make sure to avoid and prevent interruptions- take the phone off the hook, lock the doors, post a “do not disturb” sign, maybe have to find somewhere else for children and animals to be if the occasions call for it (incorporate children if desired which is totally based on the individual and the group).
 Remember, an interruption won’t ruin your ritual unless you let it.
 Accommodate space needed based on how many people are expected.
 Set up a working altar where the circle is to be cast. This physically prepares the area to become sacred while simultaneously psychologically preparing the participants to enter that space. (Also may have visual aids on the altar.)
 Determine the timing of the ritual so everyone knows when to be prepared.
 Cleanse the space prior to ritual by:
o Smudging
o Sweeping with besom
o Using a feather to sweep clean
o Carrying a white and/or black candle
o Spritzer of salt water
o Visualization
o Carrying each element around the circle area

E. Prepare Body

 Ritual Bath (or Shower)
o Whenever possible, take a ritual bath prior to ritual. It is beneficial to wash away everyday tensions before entering sacred space. In addition to being a spiritually as well as physically cleansing event, immersion in water links us with our most primal memories. If you cannot take a bath, a shower will also work. (Visualize the nasties flowing out of you and down the drain, leaving you pure and fresh.)
o If you do not have access to water, you can use incense, or a bell, or a few minutes of light drumming or meditation for the same cleansing effect.
o The goal is to enter the circle with a clear mind and an untroubled heart. You are trying to meet your friends, including Deity, on a higher/deeper level than in day-to-day life.

 Ritual Dress

Ritual Dress is another way to mentally prepare oneself for ritual.

o Nudity (optional, solitaries though some groups do practice ritual nudity as well)
o Robes (may be in specific colors or styles depending on ritual purpose)
o Jewelry (pentagrams, earrings, bracelets, etc)
o Any Other Ritually Significant Accessories (hats, shoes, bags, etc)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Witchie Book Wish List

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Sabbat Books and Prices from Amazon.com

Samhain-Halloween: Customs, Recipes & Spells by Silver RavenWolf
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Yule- Yule: A Celebration of Light and Warmth by Dorothy Morrison
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Imbolc- Candlemas: Feast of Flames by Amber K and Azrael Arynn K
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Ostara- Ostara: Customs, Spells & Rituals for the Rites of Spring by Edain McCoy
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Beltane- Beltane: Springtime Rituals, Lore and Celebration by Raven Grimassi
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Midsummer- Midsummer: Magical Celebrations of the Summer Solstice by Anna Franklin
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Lughnasadh- Lammas: Celebrating the Fruits of the First Harvest by Anna Franklin and Paul Mason
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Mabon- Autumn Equinox: The Enchantment of Mabon by Ellen Dugan
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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Sabbat Ritual Outline

Sabbat Ritual Outline

Preparation
a. Define purpose
b. Write ritual
c. Gather necessary tools
d. Prepare area
e. Prepare body

Casting Circle
a. Greeting
b. Find elemental directions
 Physically and mentally cast the circle beginning in the North going Deosil
c. Call the guardians of the elements
 Make sure it is clear who is calling quarters before ritual is started, it cuts down on confusion and keeps focus in the group
Invoke deity
a. Goddess
b. God
c. Welcome them both to the circle

Purpose is stated out loud

Actual rite is performed
a. Working
 Complete spell work
 Raise power/ energy
 Focus and direct power/ energy
 Ground power/ energy
b. Honoring
 Cakes and ale
 Dedicate cakes and ale
 Partake in cakes and ale

Mediation and grounding

Thank and release deities

Closing the circle
 Mentally and verbally close the circle by thanking and releasing quarters
 Physically close the circle reverse beginning West going Widdershins

Announcements

Clean up
 Disposal
 Washing plates and glasses
 Putting away tools and other implements

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